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i feel alone even if i'm not

from reasons to stay alive by in earnest

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this is where we both stand
crawling, both knees, both hands
die to undo the decomposing
this isn't how we planned it
living by the skin of our teeth
swill the kitchen bleach to clutch a lifeline
clean your insides

i feel alone even if i'm not
i feel alone even if i'm not

the castle seems far away
it's rotting in a picture frame
the couple there both share a name
john doe and jane
and how is he to tell her
the thoughts he did invite that day
to crash the car all just to feel nothing
to feel something other than rage

i feel alone even if i'm not
i feel alone even if i'm not
i feel alone even if i'm not

to feel nothing
to feel something
to feel nothing
to feel something

i feel alone even if i'm not
i feel alone even if i'm not
i feel alone even if i'm not
i feel alone even if i'm not

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from reasons to stay alive, released October 8, 2021
Written by Thomas Eatherton, performed by in earnest:
Thomas Eatherton - vocals, electric guitar, synthesizer
Sarah Holburn - vocals, synthesizer
Toby Shaer - vocals, violin

Recorded & mixed by Peter Waterman (Longcroft Recording)
Mastered by Katie Tavini

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in earnest Southend On Sea, UK

in earnest is fuelled by the songwriting of front-couple Sarah Holburn and Tom Eatherton in a bid to encourage conversation around mental health and other under-represented topics. Their sad indie noise is a dialogue from two perspectives featuring male and female vocals in turn. Hailing from Southend on Sea, UK, in earnest is made a trio by the inclusion of instrumentalist Toby Shaer. ... more

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